Hola! I'm feeling a bit chipper today after turning moody these past couple of days. I'm just getting frustrated and letting things get me down, when I'd usually brush them off. To be expected I suppose.
We often joke my sister 'hates people' but I was doing that yesterday. "Everybody sucks, I hate people argh"!!! I've been waiting for an appointment for 2 months, then get a letter to say there's a really long waiting list, do you still want the appointment? Of course I do!! Why has it taken you 2 months to tell me there's waiting list? It annoys me that I'm left hanging and waiting for months again. Like nobody really cares (of course I know that it's just because they are overworked and there's not enough help and too many patients, but I'm housebound, surely that gives me priority on something). Plus until I get this initial appointment, I can't get the ball rolling on other things the doctor suggested. It's been a terrible year (and a bit) and 12 years before that, so I think I deserve it not to drag on any longer. Then I had a blog related thing where a company promised me something, we'd been emailing back and forth, then after everything was finalised, out of the blue they changed their mind and said they were working with enough bloggers and didn't need me. I was torn with whether to kill them with kindness, ask why the sudden change of heart or to tell them to F off (definitely more the latter, though I'm too polite to really do it). It was extremely rude and considering it had never been a 'maybe' thing but a 'definitely' thing, it got my hopes up!! Plus it wasted hours of my time, which could've been spent on other things. So then I see a whole load of blogs I follow, working with this company and I couldn't help but over analyse why they didn't want me. It pisses me off, it's like being back at school waiting to get picked for the team, but you're left until last because nobody wants you. I thought the adult world had got past that, but obviously not. Grr, grr, grr. Rant over. Has something annoyed you this week or made you grumpy?
Day 11 #BeRealMarch